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Wednesday, May 13th, 2009
i've been thinking a lot about internal conflict. about how to have less of it, and how to manage the excess analysis we tend to perform on each other's hearts.
i feel like i'm going through this intense turning point, a magnification of the self. both physically and emotionally.
i'm ...
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Friday, March 13th, 2009
i keep hearing all this talk about being the best.
the best tango follow, the best tango lead. the best salsa dancer, the best photographer, the best writer, the best singer.
i'll lay it out now for you. i've never really thought about being the "best." i don't think you ...
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Wednesday, March 11th, 2009
i'm dancing unconsciously again, to whatever music they are playing in the Starbucks downstairs.
my god, she says.
i wonder what your mother was doing when she was pregnant with you, because music courses through your veins like this unstoppable force.
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i think about the one a lot.
he's probably a poet, throwing verbal ...
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Wednesday, March 11th, 2009
"I must learn to love the fool in me-the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries."
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Tuesday, March 10th, 2009
things i do now that (or because) i didn't have access to them before:
- use matching shampoo and conditioner
- sprawl clothes-less on the bed after a shower
- eat sugary cereal for breakfast
- read trashy girly magazines
- buy jelly beans
- apply nail polish at the kitchen table
- read at the kitchen ...
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Tuesday, March 10th, 2009
"we spend too long thinking about tomorrow when we could be learning from the yesterday we wanted to be today. "
"No no, dreams don’t just happen. Dreams can be nightmares, too. But they have to start somewhere. And that somewhere should be now."
i took the high road last night, it ...
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Thursday, February 12th, 2009
in case you, for reasons unknown, need an update on my life:
- i hide gum in my desk drawer because the boss steals gum like no one's business
- this weekend was filled with breakfasts involving sausage, bacon, and french toast with powdered sugar
- we have a giant (2 lb) jar ...
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Saturday, January 10th, 2009
most of the time, i'm wondering if there are actually stages of numbness, or if it's all rolled into some kind of messy ball of nonchalance.
i wonder how our bodies go through the motions.
and how alike we are.
not wanting to give an inch.
not wanting to ask ...
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Thursday, January 8th, 2009
i.
"just remember, when you should grab something, grab it. if you should let go, let go."
ii.
i've had this Marc Anthony salsa song stuck in my head for my entire workday. "Ay... como te quiero, ay como te adoro, ay Lolita linda, tu eres mi tesoro. Es que me vuelves ...
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2009
it's winter, and my hair takes over three hours to dry.
i should cut it, probably.
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