waking life
Wednesday, May 20th, 2009"We've already become completely different people several times over, and yet we always remain quintessentially ourselves. Hmm. ...
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"We've already become completely different people several times over, and yet we always remain quintessentially ourselves. Hmm. ...
Wednesday, May 13th, 2009
i've been thinking a lot about internal conflict. about how to have less of it, and how to manage the excess analysis we tend to perform on each other's hearts. i feel like i'm going through this intense turning point, a magnification of the self. both physically and emotionally. i'm ...
just a thought.
Saturday, December 27th, 2008the disgusting thing about women is that, depending on our moods, we want either a hero, a nice guy, or a mysterious rebel to appear on demand. the disgusting thing about men is that, no matter what their mood, they want sex, on command. go figure.
deeper
Thursday, December 25th, 2008i. is it strange to have such incredible fear of endings when really they are each just a moment, an integral part of a collection of moments that make up life? -- ii. something i began to ask. if you stop questioning and analyzing someone's actions or intentions, if you take what you assume ...
existence
Friday, December 5th, 2008I wonder if love could ever exist without pain contentment without boredom inspiration without change change without inspiration appreciation without loss faith without trust courage without faith had there been no sea, we would not find this ship beneath our feet.
crumble for me
Wednesday, October 8th, 2008it's hard not to change. it's hard not to let this world change me. materialism is rampant, even as our world caves in. i meditate on the good things in life. the smooth ebb and flow of gentle love as compared to argumentative wrestles of the heart. most of the ...
10 miles.
Sunday, October 5th, 2008while running with tim in playa del carmen, he asked me what i think about when i run. i told him nothing. a whole lot of nothing. i literally concentrate on just running and breathing and not stopping. today i finished 10 miles, and it was a different story. by ...
colorful socks
Wednesday, August 13th, 2008yesterday at the Colorful Socks practica, i defied all known fashion rules by wearing brown and pink argyle knee-high socks paired with black, red, and grey shorts. it didn't matter though. i arrived at the yoga studio and closed my eyes while allowing indre to lead me through the hallways ...
only beauty can be trusted
Saturday, July 26th, 2008i never take this book with me on the airplane, because i am soaking up each page like a delicately sweet morsel of rich chocolate. so forgive me for being a slow reader, but i don't want it to end. "Because the world is so corrupted, misspoken, unstable, exaggerated and unfair, ...
just hear me out, the sun hasn’t set
Monday, July 14th, 2008something i have learned in my constant geographic transience (how's that for an oxymoron?) is that both physical location and the company i keep is as impermanent as the breath i'm about to take. i remember when i used to be very sentimental; goodbyes were earth-shattering, ironclad contracts stating "i ...